PARTY

PARTY PARTY!!!

Eh, wait, still got bio mcq.

Sian sia.

A year ago…

I saw this for the first time a year ago, but I didn’t get the joke, so I just mused that it was something beyond my level and skipped on.

I just saw it again, and I lol’ed.

I’m still chuckling now.

Release

BORED SHITLESS

 

Can’t get off the computer. Lol. Another reason why I just cannot work at home. Doesn’t help that stuff I need to read upon is online. Cue distractions, twitter and all that shit, and yea, I ended up going in a circle back here. Finding new webcomics and stuff to read online isn’t helping me either.

It seems odd that the more important things get, the less I seem to care about it. Maybe I’m like totally ignorant to studies already,  but this really contrasts the muggerdog feeling I had 2 years ago. Complacency? Another possibility. Perhaps it’s just that I have no bloody goal to reach for. Everyone I know is going “woo, doctor”, “woo, lawyer”, “woo, rich tai tai” and the at the most I can only “woo, NS”. I’m not the least bit worried about my studies, and that’s what worries me the most, ironically.

To put it bluntly and weirdly, I had more fun studying then than I had now.  It’s not a change of interests, but rather it’s the difference in company I had then and now. Talk about how shit can change.

People keep saying that the next month will determine your future. I can really call bullshit on that. Hell(being lame), I can cross the road and rob a shop and the next hour had already determined the rest of my life. The only thing that keeps me going is knowing that in 5 months, if I look back on now in regret, I’m just going to feel like shit, literally, thinking that I should have done better.

Then again, foresight has never really worked for me. Hindsight does, but it also sucks.

Need to freaking stop doing this. Period.