I hope to never have to live my life on a day to day basis
Yet, I hope to never have to face so much certainty and unknown
At times, I hope to be mature; responsible; depended upon for making the right decisions
Yet, I hope to never feel like I have let someone down when they needed me
Occasionally, I hope to always have someone to turn to when I need to
Yet, I hope to never have to burden others with my problems
Once in a while, I hope be able to fully understand the world, and the people that live in it
Yet, I hope to always be an enigma to my own wants.
I always hoped that somehow, somewhere at a certain point of time, the dice that is fate would roll in my favour.
But I could never hope to understand why I have always refused to even throw.
